
from Pax Tube
I hate what this shit did to me so much. I don't feel like I can look at normal situations with innocence anymore. Even when I set boundaries for myself (no raceplay/cuck, scat, humiliation, etc) I still took a different direction and because hentai had no real world limits, I took fascination with some truly evil e-fetishes if they were practiced in real life. I keep wondering if my physique would've been in better shape if it wasn't for that.
And I'm glad I found out it was bad when I did. A friend of mine on the internet, who we sadly only became close with cuz we had the same fetish, took his addiction way too far and now he thinks he's a traaannny. I now look at people who use this shit as a meme, even if it's supposedly self aware, like the loli FBI meme, I look at it with cringe and disgust.