@ryo @xianc78 No, not really. Dropped out in 2011, tried again in 2012 (because I didn't know what to do and wasn't exactly given a choice) and almost dropped out, and then got even closer to dropping out in 2013, and then in 2014 everything fell apart and my life went to shit and never recovered. 10 years of mostly isolation. Zero goals accomplished. In fact, I gave up on most of them, but as soon as I figured out what to do, all the doors closed and now my life may be fucked beyond repair forever. Really, my life is worse than it was right after getting out of high school, in every way other than in self-improvement. There wasn't a single thing that I was able to tolerate doing in this world. Hell, I became a shut-in because I gave up on life in the first place, and when I figured everything out, 2020 happened. This planet may be a hell that was custom-made just for me.