I dunno how to get care I need, avoid the wrong kind of care.
I been warned that if I have three mental 'holds' I will be obligated to be put into a group home, wrong care, likely suffer 'psychotic death'.
I worry getting more holds for something that has a history of getting women locked in chains at the beginning of the 20's century, and currently could be proven as actual dark spots in the brain on an MRI.
But, treatment in America, is 41k a month.
I dont wanna die like this.