Am I having psychotic episodes or MS flair ups?
We dont know.
MS has not been disproven.
Actual psychotic episodes are only proven by observations, and MS flairs can look exactly the same as psychotic episodes.
I watched MS take apart my mom across ten years. What I been feeling reminds me of her experience I witnessed.
To prove/disprove I have MS, has been lost/locked behind doctor privilege and implicit bias. So far, medical staff have dx'd psychosis 3x now, not physical brain defects.