I'd like to remain as natural as possible, which is why I'm open to TRT. I don't want to do tren or anything like that. My whole life doesn't revolve around lifting weights (I don't have time for that shit) but I would like to fix whatever problems I can. I am insanely jealous of people who, not through merit or work, have things I could never hope to have. So all I can do is get as close as I can. I can get TRT online through a "consultation" with a "doctor". It's expensive but to me it's worth trying.