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   Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️ (testoceratops@disabled.social)'s status on Thursday, 17-Jul-2025 07:55:55 JST Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️

   Weak but alive.

   Had huge health issues, I'm trying to recover from anorexia.

   I've lost a few kg in less than a few weeks, and I was quite slim/almost skinny already. Now all my bones and joints wake me up from pain.

   I've been really sick during one of the most hot days, but I'm starting to function and use my phone again! I'm doing my best to take care of myself, my fiancee and Clyde.

   Know I love you all very much.

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     Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️ (testoceratops@disabled.social)'s status on Thursday, 17-Jul-2025 07:55:54 JST Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️

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     So it's definitely not improving.

     I'm fainting and throwing up a lot. I've lost two more 2kg since the post I'm answering to.

     I'm trying to force myself, but I can't do better than a meal per day so far. I didn't eat yesterday and didn't today, I'm trying to want to before going to sleep for the night.

     It feels like it's never gonna end, all my compressive gear and clothes are way too big, lost another size

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     Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️ (testoceratops@disabled.social)'s status on Thursday, 17-Jul-2025 07:55:54 JST Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️

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     I gotta say that I was really afraid of July 16th, as it means it's been a full year without Ascagne.

     I've been really sick because of stress, so eating was just impossible. Death anniversaries are always awful for me.

     I've had severe nightmares and flashbacks the last few days. I'm glad we're the 17th here now as it's almost 1am.

     Still trying to want to eat.
     Gotta do it for my fiancee, Clyde, my grandma and friends too.

     Love y'all 💙

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     GreenSkyOverMe (Monika) (greenskyoverme@ohai.social)'s status on Thursday, 17-Jul-2025 07:55:54 JST GreenSkyOverMe (Monika)

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     @Testoceratops 🫂

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     GreenSkyOverMe (Monika) (greenskyoverme@ohai.social)'s status on Thursday, 17-Jul-2025 20:24:11 JST GreenSkyOverMe (Monika)

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     @Testoceratops Today I'm pretty well, not back pain yet, how unusual.

     I'm a bit overpeopled by going to two doctors (one a neurologist that talked for an hour, for my daughter) and one women's IT event, but it's still okayish.

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     Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️ (testoceratops@disabled.social)'s status on Thursday, 17-Jul-2025 20:24:12 JST Burn This Dyspho Out 🏳️‍⚧️

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     • GreenSkyOverMe (Monika)

     @GreenSkyOverMe Thank you, Monika. It means a lot to me. 🫂

     I hope things are going well for you! How have you been lately?