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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 116 , Wednesday 21/02/2024

TL:DR Frustration, cheese & has beans.

A really good nights sleep last night , mostly because I stayed up till gone midnight.

Up at around 6am , usual house elf chores , make breakfast, wash dishes, clean up after her making her snacks.

ESO maintenance day today so did a little NMS stuff, being careful not to achieve any of the Omega expedition objectives (harder than one might think! ).

Caught up with a little ESO late this afternoon , just a quick mini quest for one of the guilds.

I really must get brave & start doing dungeons.

Having to use up some Lancashire cheese that she got for her mum a couple of weeks ago , forgot to take & has now left it till it’s due date is lurking on the horizon, once again it falls to me to tidy up after her - this time by upgrading my beans to cheesy beans & downgrading my weight loss.

Everything is too much trouble for her , I’m deeply frustrated & it’s starting to leak out in unhealthy ways.

Final Thoughts.

ASD / PDD is hard enough to cope with at the best of times, but when one is triggered on a regular basis in one’s supposedly safe space it is just really hard to find respite.

Adulthood suits some folk, not me, not really. I never thought that I would have to be THE adult in a family of 2 x 50+ year olds.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

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