Ugh, Arwen has a very big and sore hotspot in her armpit. I've been trying to care for her as best as I could with what I had. I'm just sooooo worried!
And when while I was cleaning it, which must have hurt her, she was wagging her tail at me...
It broke me. I'm a sobbing mess...
I wish I could take it from her. I'll carry the pain. She doesn't deserve this. 😭 I'm just so worried...
Debating if I should sleep on the couch to be near her. And I guess I just decided that I need to be with her, even if I'll sleep like sh*t... If I'm not near her, I probably won't sleep at all....
She's just the sweetest and kindest good gall and I feel so horrible that I can't make it better in a heartbeat 😭.
So that's me heading to the couch.....