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   MondoBizarrro (mondobizarrro@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 05-Sep-2023 06:13:42 JST MondoBizarrro
   Please stop the brainworms from making me think that people who dont talk to me often = they hate me.
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     MondoBizarrro (mondobizarrro@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 05-Sep-2023 06:17:07 JST MondoBizarrro

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     Ik they dont, so why do i still think this? Why am i still so paranoid about people secretly hating me? Why do i feel so lonely despite having more friends than most people? Why do i isolate so much? I hate this i hate trauma i hate hate hate how i feel. Im not me.
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     Bushranger Jesus (oldm8@blob.cat)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Sep-2023 11:07:28 JST Bushranger Jesus

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     @Mondobizarrro hopefully this helps
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     MondoBizarrro (mondobizarrro@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Sep-2023 11:08:19 JST MondoBizarrro

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     @OldM8 why would it be something a glowie would say????
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     Bushranger Jesus (oldm8@blob.cat)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Sep-2023 11:08:21 JST Bushranger Jesus

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     @Mondobizarrro totally something that a glowie would say :blobcatjoy:
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     MondoBizarrro (mondobizarrro@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Sep-2023 13:50:34 JST MondoBizarrro

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     @OldM8 honestly just be yourself. Lifes whatever you make it out to be. Sure thats a bit cliche to say but it honestly helps. Coming from someone constantly paranoid about little things this may sound a bit hypocritical but like: dont worry about what other people think about you as long as you try to be a nice person irl. Like whats kept me from going off the deep end is i know my friends (irl friends anyways) love me (platonically) and wanna see me succeed. Like as long as you treat ppl with like a mutual level of respect you're honestly golden. Also you are human you can take my sord to heart or take it with as many grains of salt as you wish. That is all up to you. My existence online is inconsequential in the grand scheme of things. While its scart to be eventually forgotten about you will still be remembered by those close to you. Though part of me wonders why im saying all of this...catharsis maybe? Also Dw about what other think too much as its a brainpoison and youll most likely never meet most of these ppl. I block and mute ppl all the time for the same reason. Sometimes i mute instances too.... Either way while im very close to some ppl online its typically inconsequential to cut ppl off if you dislike them
     So tldr stay on fedi and just like chill out be yourself or whatever dw about what most ppl think on here e
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     Bushranger Jesus (oldm8@blob.cat)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Sep-2023 13:50:35 JST Bushranger Jesus

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     @Mondobizarrro i'm 𝐣𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠.
     
     ʰᵒⁿᵉˢᵗ
     
     i mean, yes, not everyone is a glowie, but all i know with absolute certainty is that existence 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬
     
     
     You're definitely the chillest xenofem i've met tbh.
     Like fo real, nobody knows what to make of me, i tend to evoke mixed reactions from all groups.
     Some individuals are like "oh, you've just finished reading Stirner? based."
     and then, nek minnit, proceed to get annoyed at me for my blursed, meta-ironic, egoist schizo-posting and I start getting muted/blocked/ignored.
     
     idk at this point if i should disappear off fedi again, or stay. :blobdeegoogly: