@ssorayaa@ImperialAgent@ssorayaa@Jello I'm thinking about taking a one way road trip to San Francisco. I've always wanted to see the bridge. I can take one long look at it and the walk across it and then jump like so many others have done. Down into the water filled with poop and used needles...sounds like the perfect punishment
@ssorayaa@ImperialAgent@ssorayaa@Jean_Philippe_Micheaux Isolate yourself and deal with yourself. Learn the way you talk to yourself, learn how you choose to spend your time. If anything is toxic or negative, you replace it with something positive, different, better, more ideal.
As soon as you get others involved, especially new people, you are ruining your personal journey for change and potential for growth. Because that is the problem.
@ssorayaa@Jello@ImperialAgent@ssorayaa@Jean_Philippe_Micheaux The value in life is having other people to spend it with. But when you're a person who drives away literally every person who's ever called you a friend or a romantic partner, you might as well just end your life. Even if I were a tolerable person to be around I've still always had a fascination with suicide and famous people who committed it. Idk.
Like if the only place you want to go is a bridge to think about suicide, you should really consider learning to value other things and life. You're willing to go to a bridge to contemplate suicide but have no interest walking around the city, seeing new things, new people? That is more of an experience. Standing on a bridge is just feeding your introverted depression state. Just still trapped in your mind stuck on toxic thoughts. Break the patterns.