Embed this noticeSe7en (se7en@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Saturday, 29-Jul-2023 14:59:25 JST
Se7enI find myself in a very interesting position, denouncing the majority of things I have done and said over the past decade plus. Repentance I seek. Ignorance I held, an ignorance yet also a false sense of self derived through trauma. It's happened to the best of the species. John Forbes Nash, Jr. comes to mind. I wish to leave this alias I no longer use except here. I haven't done it and I don't see much point. My website, begun as a hobby blog and then turned into the ramblings of a nomadic nut still exists as a testament of a before-time now far past. I had learned much through it all
. I have been very reflective as of late, moreso than normal. I ate food that was formerly staples of my diet, gas station hamburgers in a plastic wrapper. My hobo food. I was running away from the horrors of my family, and I have finally succeeded. I am in a place to forgive them.
Soon, in but a matter of a few weeks, my final vows of self-improvement will expire. I have learned significant discipline through all these persuits. 1 year and 5 months of no-fap with Brahmacharya is certinally something not many men could say they've attempted, let alone succeeded in acomplishing. I am also the same length of time sober.
I chose to unfuck myself for I needed unfucking. I did this by living a life of a pious monk in a metropolis. I resisted temptation yet also learned later to relax. My God, how far have I come. How great is my life now.
My family no longer holds control over me, any mental distress from their torture has been alleviated, and I have reached where I should have been and far surpassed this. I am dependent on no one but myself. I am truly blessed.
Thank you, internet weirdos, for witnessing my story. I've been here since 2014, and by God how my life has had such tremendous ups and downs.
Embed this noticeSe7en (se7en@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Tuesday, 13-Dec-2022 12:06:35 JST
Se7enI am watching this man and realizing that my comp is an unsorted mess that I haven't cleaned or sorted in a year, is unproductive and inefficent, and has a lot of bugs and duct tape I've never fixed. My email setup still isn't fixed. I haven't setup dmenu to use $HOME/bin. I haven't done much at all for the underlying system in years. I think I'm going to take a lot of his shell scripts and implement them into my own system. I already see things from his script I cpuld improve.Example: he uses echo instead of standard piping.
Just another Man in Internet LandI am NOT a part of the #QAnon MovementWebsite: https://se7en-site.neocities.orgRT, Follow, Etc != Endorsement and so on.I am not crazy anymore.btc:135ucAZBy2LJxX7SnV4NCLpmgpae6FNha1xmr:4ACnsoD51QQCpKe7nW6rRrKs43gSUGSu2NUfKETYvRh8h6mTLWPJhFAETjsCyitBdjLARujC8tv42N1pfWjg8fMFV3Dh34N#NoBots