Notices by 💜 Dr. Blight ❤️ (rasp@raru.re), page 11

@Ezzy o-o?

I lost the sensor bar to one of my my window senors so I'm 3d printing a replacement

I've been thinking about trying to join a cult but I'm not sure about it

Hey lesbians! listen up!

You have a crush you wanna ask out but cant bring yourself to do it.

That's not a question I know you do and here is how -

Tell her "You should take me out for coffee sometime." That's also not a question its a statement. If she sounds non-committal you can back out a rejection because you didn't actually ask her out.

Now on the off-chance she sounds interested here's what you do, you try and set a place and time right then. Don't pressure just see if she'll commit to a place and time. If not once again you can back out real easy with just a "Ah well you can text me later." Leaving the door open but the pressure off.

That's how you pick up chicks without asking them out you're welcome.

@Ezzy then you fucking find them for me because I'm done.

I'm never going to get out from under the weight of my trauma am I? I'm never going to find people I can actually find a way to care about.

the worst part of being me is my complete lack of attachment to anyone. I will not care about you, at all. not because I don't want to, but because my trauma is so deep I cant.

Fuck harry potter fan fr I hated those fucking books back when they were new and before everyone knew their author loved sucking nazi cocks

@julia I spent a good amount of time today trying to set up my character and its just like... nah

@julia I had this cool art done for the game and everything

if tonight wasn't SHIT enough with me too busted up to get to play my D&D game I also had to drop the upcoming P2e game because a fucking harry potter fan joined the fucking game and we're not gonna get along.

@anathema @salt I would want her to kill me

@Phil Fuck your lord. fuck her ass sideways.

No friends family or support network no life worth hanging on for.

On my worst nights where I'm completely falling apart at the seams like tonight I am completely alone

I keep trying to be what people want me to be but nobody wants me for anything so I can't even do that

I'm too damaged to feel loved too damaged to genuinely care about anyone else, I so badly want to but I don't know how

I keep driving everyone away and I don't understand how. How do I build connections that don't feel hallow with people who won't just abandon me when I need them

I just want to be put out of my misery one way or another

@relentless_eduardo I just don't understand it. I cant relate to it at all.