@jzillw getting likes certainly helped. But at the same time made it even harder to work on something new should I get less likes for what I just released.
It was not a healthy mindset and I need to find a way around that.
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Pandoria Falls (pandoriafalls@mastodon.gamedev.place)'s status on Wednesday, 29-May-2024 16:29:43 JST Pandoria Falls Me in a nutshell: "I have #ADHD and that means when I achieve something, I don't feel any sense of accomplishment. I only feel a mild sense of relief that it's done."
This, I think, is one of the main reasons why I have such a hard time continuously making music or games. Because I don't feel like I've accomplished anything once I'm done. I just feel the relief of finishing a marathon. It takes me months to feel any sense of accomplishment, if at all.