@hellomiakoda @KatyElphinstone I was in advanced spelling, on paper, in 3rd grade. But spelling bee, the whole class laughed at me because I spelled "which/witch" wrong. I was thinking Sandwich.
3rd grade I fell into depression, with a "my way or no way" teacher.
I was expelled from "F.A.M.E." and special Ed was merely smaller class sizes, and not specialized. The bullying and adult rejection left me with night terrors for my whole life.
I learn much better with videos I can replay, by myself.