Notices by Green Roc Thoughts (greenroc@mastodon.social)

@hellomiakoda I did that the other day, and in my persistence to get an answer, I was threatened with moderators telling me I was spamming.

I was not spamming, I was trying to get an answer.

The pile of lies and assumptions about me wss enough to make me cry myself to sleep.

They dont wanna answer, they want to make me the bad guy and shove me out over claims that arent true... but they think they are right, and think I am the evil one.

I am still suffering from swollen eyelids right now.

@hellomiakoda I'll be evicted.

@hellomiakoda We can hope social security doesnt cease to exist...

I have nothing solid to cover my bodily needs outside of social security. We are not equipped to handle this indeed.

@hellomiakoda "they are in direct opposition to every single moral I hold" I feel this way too.

'Do No Harm' is one of my primary morals.

@hellomiakoda Someone i once spoke to, told me their vision of the future is one without electricity, and all factories were no longer making products, so what we had already made was all we had.

We traded in products, some shops had old machines for trade. EG stuff like Vacuums, tho without electricity, it wont run

@MediaActivist Cheers to you too! Genuine engagement is my preference, not hyped up popularity contests.

@hellomiakoda The right to home repair, oh yeah, I bet that fancy tracball feels nice! I grew up with trackballs for our computer.

@minego @hellomiakoda

I can say, I'm allergic. To coffee.

@hellomiakoda log out at an inn to gain rested exp bonus.

Social Security does NOT need cuts. Cuts to social security this year, has directly impacted my life in a negative way.

Delaying my acceptance into Regional Center, by lack of employees.

I need Regional Center to cover my basic needs requiring human assistance... when my Inheritance runs out and can no longer afford my wonderful Social Worker.

#USpol

@hellomiakoda I dont like so much hardware (finite metals) having to be replaced so fast.

Wasteful capitalism, there's a limit to how many fridges can be made.

I wish those people would stop assuming malice by default. Hurts innocent people too damned much.

Misjudged and banned, why does this keep happening, and is there anything I can do about it other than cry and sulk?

i feel like I am exeriencing an abnormal amount of being disallowed from spaces over someone else's mistaken perception of me.

i try to be good wherever I go (limited by my disability), and no matter how hard I'd try to be the best person and obey all the rules, I find myself, quite often, shoved out of places I was enjoying, because someone else thought I had evil in my mind.

@hellomiakoda I feel some of my own thoughts here...
My entire vocabulary is a mixture of things I heard from other people. My words are not my own. Words are something other people came up with.

Watching a lot of movies and listing to songs was a major part in helping me to speak (I am speech delayed, didnt speak until I was four)

Just now, Ace Ventura "alright then" is the first echo in my mind of things I remember, in his voice too.

@hellomiakoda I can do that.

@hellomiakoda We are not ok. We can hope there's an impeachment, or a assassin who will be more accurate (better than nick an ear). I have to hire a caregiver, which costs money, which was left by my mother who passed away from having inefficient care.

Living independantly is a lie.
We all need help, in one way or another. None of us would be alive without someone else helping.

I wish I had better news, but we're damned for the next 4 years.

Interviewed a new caregiver yesterday, she seems like a good fit.

She did ask what are my "goals" and I'm reminded of what I read from @hellomiakoda a while ago.

I have no goals, I just wanna sit here and play PC games and build Lego for the rest of my life.

I have an interest in politics because my life depends on government supports.

Trump's attitude and policy changes happen to lean into the direction of removing the supports that keep me housed and fed.

I'm paying attention to his choices to prepare myself for the future which might be devastating. Self protection is active.

@hellomiakoda Yeah, lets wait some, slow and steady, as I am a slow learner too. Repeats will likely be needed. This week is overloaded, another time then.

@m @hellomiakoda I thank you both. Transition between Windows and Linux seems like it will take a lot of help, and time.

Been with Windows since before Windows 95. I have a lot to learn and adapt into this new-to-me system.