Notices by elilla&, The Fediverse Thicc (elilla@transmom.love)

hey y'all what are you using for reading rss these days? features that I need:

- either X/desktop or TUI
- full keyboard operation possible
- filtering function

@augustocc poxa me chamasse que eu ajudava a resgatar os carregamentos de bom grado. infelizmente várias armas foram uh perdidas no processo mas a genfe fez o que deu, patrão

Ihe myth of consensual Rauchmelder

:blobcat_ohno: "I don't consent!"
:chick_bold: "I don't consent!"
👁️ Vonovia: "dont care lmao"

isn't there somebody you forgot to ask?

nothing of the installers yet. super anxious >.>

they seem to be drilling in the attic right above us. hopefully the damn things can't snitch on us through the ceiling or anything

at least I'm not the only one protesting this thing. news from today, in fact:

https://www.nd-aktuell.de/artikel/1190232.brandmelder-vonovia-mieter-protestieren-gegen-spionage-funktionen.html

my secret skill: I know the lyrics to all the Shōwa-era Kamen Rider theme songs by heart.

I haven't even watched any other than Black and RX, but I can sing all of them

topical kamen rider antifa crimes

this is my periodic reminder that Kamen Rider Black Sun (2022) is about Japanese Greta Thunberg finding out that if you start a revolutionary worker's party you just get coopted, and the true way is to run a violent guerilla insurrection. this is portrayed as a good thing.

and yes it's still a show about edgy cockroach superheroes fighting bug anthros. only the anthros are a very blatant metaphor for immigrants and the real villain is the President. by the end of the show it's not a metaphor anymore, they spell it out. also it's a pro-political assassination show. published *after* Abe was killed in the funniest possible way.

I have no idea how this thing is allowed to exist, and with my childhood cockroach hero to boot. they even made the main character a girl, specifically for me

"the problem isn't the technology, it's how people are using—" gonna stop you right there fam, the problem is totally the technology

my position with regards to safety vs visibility is best expressed by the fact that

- when I started passing as a cis woman, I tattooed the words "TRANS" and "GENDER" on each of my middle fingers.
- when Germany started deporting people like me, white girls who supported the Kurdish movement, I tattoed "Jin Jiyan Azadî" on my neck.
- when an anarchist was arrested in Switzerland without due process for translating a book, I tattooed the black flag on the other side of the neck.
- after I was attacked by a neonazi for the first time (and beat him up), I tattooed the three arrows and the antifa flag on the back of each hand.

day of visibility? honey every day I go out dressed in the neon pink of the triangle. I spent a third of my life in the most trans-murderous country of the world, terrified of ever beeing seen. I always did my best to stay as safe as I could and that was, I cannot emphasise how literal I am being here, worse than Death. I will never hide again.

day of visibility? every day is visibility, every day is revenge. come at me bro. I'm running out of exposed surfaces for tattoos but I look forward for what will have to be my next one. maybe "ILLEGAL" on my forehead, or something to do with rivers.

for the record before SRS I took 5mg every 2 days and my T was *nuked*, like it was lower than the cis girl reference minimum. I know trans women who took 2.5mg every 2 days and were fully in the cis girl range, but you definitely shouldn't take this thing for life, please go read transfemscience until you learn to fear it.

https://transfemscience.org/articles/cpa-dosage/

https://transfemscience.org/articles/cpa-meningioma/

and stop taking 50mg ,100mg per day my Gods. 50mg at only 20 days/month gives you a 20× increase in meningioma risk. (same goes for medroxy—it's probably not going to kill you but please keep your usage of it time-limited or it *might*)

20 years from now: "mysterious epidemic of thrombosis and meningitis on trans women, government declares HRT illegal"

endocrinologists stop prescribing prostate cancer doses of cyproterone acetate to trans girls challenge (impossible)

thinking that a cobbler in the Middle Ages or a plumber in the 19th century lived their entire lives surrounded by tools made unambiguously to best serve their needs and nothing else, while we have to spend our lives with actively adversarial tools. tools made to trick and cheat us, tool with casino gambling tricks, tools designed to be hard to repair or to break quickly, on purpose. we live our lives surrounded by objects that hold hate and contempt for us.

I will not switch out of #Tusky in the middle of writing a long image caption I will not switch out of #Tusky in the middle of writing a long image caption I will not switch out of #Tusky...

my kid: ooh you know they're rich because they have egg slicers
me: they're in the United States, you know they're rich because they have eggs

for the record the thing where I lost my appetite for cocktails after I started lifting is still holding. please don't get me wrong, I'm no moralist, I will happily do all drugs I can get my hands on, for fun, whenever I want. I just have somehow ceased to want alcohol these days. it wasn't a conscious decision or an attempt to be healthier or anything, I just found myself in situations where I normally would enjoy a martini alone in some hole and failed to find in the body the desire for it.

one of my favourite writers, Margaret Killjoy, is kickstarting the long-awaited third book in my favourite of her series, Danielle Cain. this has been described by people who are not Margaret Killjoy as "anarchist Scooby-Doo" and she seems to have adopted that label
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/tangled-wilderness/the-immortal-choir-holds-every-voice

you know how I often say my hope for our type of apocalypse is that we get to squat little corners of the ruins of the world and live interesting lives together? this is that, and also with like, demons and stuff. breezy, actiony short books to devour in one go, available for free in audio too, really great to share with young antifa and community centres

@augustocc não estou presente o suficiente pra saber. não pareceu muito diferente pra mim, vi pombagira cigana, exu e tal. a entidade que trabalha com a mãe de santo (que é portuguesa) é um caboclo. (ele me recomendou trabalhar com Ogum, que eu não entendi até começar meus conflitos com nazistas alguns meses depois). ouvi dizer que aqui dá druida tb, mas ainda não vi