Wtf are you even tangenting onto now, what has any of this got to with religion/atheism? I've got a pretty good idea of what happened from how you've reacted so far, you had a shit argument that you lost and got assmad over. You don't want to repeat the L, but you still want to cry about people laughing at you for it. Just keep it to DMs or something, everyone's just gonna fucking laugh at you even harder if you're being a little bitch. Like oh no, I told someone to kill themself and now people are saying kys to me waaaahhh. Dude.