Rachelhad an okay breakfast and lunch. nothing huge but it's acceptable. i'd say i'll probably need a couple more days to recover from the pizza, and then i'll be able to try something a bit heavier again. though that thought alone makes me queasy right now.
the big step of the day is that i told my roommate and my closest family members about my anorexia, which will most likely help.
i'm actually okay right now, though having eaten less than in the past couple of days probably played a role in that.
tonight, more eggs and onions, with some cheese as well this time. i'll survive, i'll do it.
and, to make things clearer, when i said "you don't need to send hugs or voice support" in my previous post, what i meant was "please do not send hugs or voice support". i think it wasn't clear enough and people interpreted it as just me being polite, but seriously, i don't want to be coddled. healing from this involves learning to treat things normally, and that means i need to be treated normally. this is meant as informative, i'm not looking for attention or special treatment. i'm completely open to any question or comment you may have, but i don't need or want support. i have a support network already.
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