The NPC Christian response would be "Okay you're going to burn in hell" but honestly, I think he knows you personally, made you a reasonable person for a reason, and expects you to use that intelligence and not just shut it off. You're on the path you're on for a reason.
You aren't alone, either, there are tons of people out there who want answers that the modern church isn't giving. I believe a purification of the church is going to happen (along with a whole lot of fear, pain, and persecution) that will bring the world in general, but whites in particular, away from the judaized modern world, which wears a false veneer of Christianity, and back into true alignment with God.