Some vtubers played a not so insignificant part in warming my cold dead heart during a time where i thought i was going to do something stupid that would end up with the end of my life. There was a lot more that helped me through it, but I think opening my heart to the idea that not every positive presenting good vibes thing is a facade really helped. Glad that it happened even if its a little embarrassing to admit woman pretending to be cartoon characters on this, the most unholy series of tubes we call the interwebs, helped me realize not everything is shit and i don't have to die to make things better