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- Embed this noticea lot of xenofemme users blocking me nowadays. some i never interacted with, some sperged out about my tamer posts, some blocked me after i rejected their obsessive romantic and/or sexual advances.
you would think for such claimed radicals wouldn't be so often so oversensitive on the lower end. it's like translunaracademy or canceldon (same shit pretty much) tier.
he last category however are more respectable. they're usually more tolerant of anything, and are extremely unhinged. and ist kinda hot and admirable but its a level of severe mental illness that makes me at my worst look like the most well adjusted person ever. it scares me sometimes, i've had mental breakdowns of the sheer possessive intensity of some of these people, and that is crazy difficult to do to me with how needy and desperate my bpd is at times. it's impressive, unhinged, and great. i respect it.
nyx is probably the one of the tamest people on her own instance by far.
i know it would attract these types because of the niche schizo and difficult to comprehend nature of her works and online reputation who followed her there, especially with the tankie like dogmatism to what appears at a cursory glance to be incoherent schizo babbles, also the drug abuse. but it's still impressive just how far that goes. i imagine the intense types are the ones identifying with her works because they're genuinely that schizo, and the cancelling types are the ones who have such a miserable worthless life that they felt the need to attach strongly to some niche protrans ideology tto fill the gaping hole in their life. it's kinda sad. i've certainly been at tha tpoint, but instead of g/acc it was other accelerationist and adjacent shit. the cancelling types would hate me for it the intense unhinged types tend to love me for it, even though i've largely moved past that nowadays.
just my 2 cents on the subject