I’ve been thinking about how having #aphantasia (inability to form images in my mind) has a relationship with how I process grief.
For example, my beloved dog Cookie passed away in June last year. I grieved her of course, but I legitimately don’t think about her actively unless I look at a photo of her. She’s just not in my brain. Nothing really is.
It’s an interesting way to perceive the world, differently from most of you.
What is in my brain: ideas, words, concepts. I describe the way I think as ‘a wall of text that is floating by, I have to grasp at it to translate some chunk to the world’.