It's okay to not know what the future holds.
Short term planning and long term planning is useful as far as basic things and resources. You should do that.
However it is OKAY to live in the moment, and not know what you want to do with your life down the road.
It's okay to be broke, to struggle, to be confused.
It doesn't make you lesser than someone.
Success to me is HAPPINESS.
I fought for 29 years for it to be felt truly, and I won't willingly ever let it go.