I apologize to you all once again for what seems like my constant "begging"; I get like this whenever I am dead broke with bills and expenses nearly drowning me, and no means other than crowdfunding to prevent being put out onto the street or caught with no services for survival.
It's getting to me very badly, and it does not feel too good at all. I hate being in this situation every 2 weeks, but I can't work for fear of my medical condition relapsing.
Sorry again for rambling on.