I badly need someone to say everything will be ok and we'll be safe. The problem is it's useless if it's not true, and nobody can honestly offer that.
I've never truly felt safe in my entire life, but this is the most unsafe I've ever felt.
This is worse than how I felt being sexually abused as a child. At least then my threat was tangible, and visuakly identifiable, and had an end. I would have food and shelter, no matter how much they abused