I don't know if the gym life really did something to my body or it's just the psychological effect of my self-image. but in this type of situation (going home alone on a quiet Sunday, exhausted and content after a night of uh working hard) I used to crave a hole to order a cocktail by myselves and vibe, and these days I feel more like going to a cool café, order a latte and read. I think I haven't drank since the kid's birthday and that was because they wanted to celebrate being of age