Feeling particularly depressed today 😮💨 supposed to visit my woman at some point but I don't wanna hang out downtown. I'm sick of this shit, I wish she would just let me stay where she's at or at least in the camper out front so I can get a job. Can't get a job at this place because of all the bullshit program requirements I have to attend so that I don't have to sleep in a doorway. Starting to get that old feeling again where I just wanna opt out of everything