@kaia @Christian_Freiherr_von_Wolff i tried ritalin, sadly i didn't find a medication that helped, there was concerta that i tried, which helped more, but had the same problem as ritalin.

i don't know why but those drugs make me unusually angry and anti-social, the first day i took concerta i was so angry at something i got dizzy and almost passed out.
i am gonna try a new drug at around february, hopefully that one will work