@teto i might not have autism, i do show symptoms of it, but just enough for it to be "atypical autism", i did get brain damage in the womb so it could be that, i also did show some very negative behaviors back then lmao. (i am gonna cut what i would beat him up about because it is a minor, but still slightly embarassing detail) i was like 7.

my diagnosis came much earlier from when the event that got me to start fearing women came to be, it was a social fear due to a factor that was unknown to me, once i understood it progress was rapidly being made