As a related aside: this is why parasocial relationships are fucking awful for you and lead to cult shit. Folks get mad at me for instinctively hating anyone in power or on my television but also I don't spend half my life "defending" maggot collaborators who don't have my best interests at heart and shit heel rich people who don't care about me, in everyday conversations and I definitely think my life is better for it. Mutherfuckers ain't if know your name and you out here carrying water for em