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Maybe this will get better in time. Maybe I'll get angry enough that it won't matter how hurt and broken I am. Maybe some of why I feel like I'm being crushed on a heavy rock to the point I can't breathe let alone move has to do with the fact that my stepdad is dying of cancer and my extremely poor mother is about to go under unless I can keep stacking money to delay the inevitable but I can't because I'm so busted up and out of juice.

I dunno

But right now? I'm just waiting to die. Tapped out