So no I'm not gonna organize with you, no I'm not gonna join your signal chat (in fact I don't really like being around privileged ppl who assume they're not being watched because you say some really dangerous shit in those situations) and I am, quite frankly, fucking exhausted.
I can't even write now. I never signed up to be a leader, or an organizer, or your fucking Sherpa guide for revolution. I told you what was real and what wasn't. Nobody listened. I spent my powder, all of it. I'm tired.