@icedquinn life is f%king hard i get that, and ppl disappoint, i get that. i will admit that i DO find the idea of training up a language model personally to be an incredibly interesting idea. i have at least one friend who wants to train up a system ONLY they have access to that is trained up on ONLY information and art that they personally produce, which i think is a perfectly noble aim, it may need some starter training from like a CC0 dictionary or something tho.
i think such a system is perfect acceptable if and only if it ONLY interfaces with you, it should never be able to automatically converse with others without full consent by that other.
it starts to get hyper-material (satanic) when one wants the thing to be all-knowing.