#autism #asperger #communication
I went through a period in my life of denying my autism/Asperger (outdated term)
people often think that I'm extremely extroverted, but I don't think so.
However, it is certain that expression is one of the two pillars of my life. The other one is (discipline and logic)
I say 'expression' in this abstract way, because it feels right. Currently, I have obtained books about art and artists. I can write with both hands, I'm also a Akkoma fediverse admin, so in a way I help to make the world more connected and enable people to express themselves.

I often make these questions: why do people communicates?
what is the nature of society?
how can we be a better company/organization.?
what are the human resources issues?
what makes the ideal leader?
But in the end i just want to express myself and connect better with people.
Today, I started my Japanese lessons, which I am taking at the same time with French.
And I also I'm into producing art myself.

If I weren't majoring in Actuarial Science and accounting I would be pursing a major in Literature and philosophy.

But the reality is that I'm an introverted person who sometimes acts like an exaggerated version of an extroverted person
I laugh, I like to imitate animals, and I often i make intimate friendships with pretty extroverted people, or I maintain a nice friendship with a coworker, we joke a lot, and we talk a lot in figurative sense.
I love to write poetry.
And I also maintain very illogical conversations with a friend. which in a way, revolutionizes logic and language.
I even drew my friend and people loved a lot the drawing.

When I talk I use a lot of hand gestures all time which is pretty weird. My gestures are coherent but you are not always giving speech or declamations, you know.
Despite of all this, I'm autistic. That is what led me to stop thinking in myself as being autistic.
But, I will write the second part of this blog post later explaining why or how I'm autistic.