If you're someone who's kind of already struggling what makes you think you're going to magically transform into a le epic jew slayer during even more austere conditions like the the "collapse" you say you want?

If you truly believed a collapse is

1. Desirable
2. Likely
3. Imminent

And your intention were to seriously assert your idealogy as a contended in a power vacuum you'd be joining PMC Wagner or Hamas/Hezbollah but you don't do that, you just want conditions to get worse for the normal people who are out competing you