Yeah it does no good to tell me I'm crazy, that ship sailed 1K books or so ago. At a certain point in studying how history actually unfolded, how capitalism and power actually work, what function propaganda serves, and what really makes the world go round - you sorta lose the ability to engage with a world whose function is utterly dependent on not knowing those things. And if "crazy" isn't about not being able to agree with most of the ppl around you about reality, I dunno what else it could be