I've hated Israel so much and for so long.
When I turned against Irish nationalism in middle school, and said "wait, all ethnonationalisms are wrong," people would interrupt with "Israel has a right to exist!"
When the Patriot Act was passed I said "no state can protect you" and they interrupted "ISRAEL HAS A RIGHT TO DEFEND ITSELF!"
When I tagged "migrants welcome: abolish borders" over caged children, you guessed it, "NO JEW IN THE WORLD IS SAFE WITHOUT ISRAEL'S TERRITORIAL INTEGRITY."