I am obviously not mentally put together, but this idea that any one that interacts with me is a victim because of it im pretty fucking tired of, its not information i hide, its something im open about and am willing to listen when some one notices I care about notices and wants to help. Treated like a fucking object to fulfill their needs, need to step around and get stepped on by their issues, if i notice it "oh but you are crazy" feels like a gaslight.

ok contextless meaningless rant