Instead, in recent days, it has intensified the abuse and online harassment I have experienced to the extent that it has even more greatly impacted my ability to work, and deepened my profound sadness.
I don't know what happens next.
I'm in a lot of physical pain, more than I have been in a long time. I have no choice but to take in as much work as I can though I've been ordered by my oncologist and hematologist, who also provide my only long covid care, not to work.