@Dr_Jackel_Ms_Hide it's the "innocence lost" kind of deal.

You know, when you thought good and evil were objective things, that some things just didn't happen, that bad things come from the devil et cetera.

And then you see people die, dismembered, yourself getting physically deeply wounded, your mind assaulted by incoming bullshit and dogshit of society and.. well, existence... you sorta become desensitized to it all. I mean I purposely got myself used to I so that I wouldn't get so upset over it because even back then I knew I would encounter it often because this IS the internet.

It's just... as I said, innocence lost.
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