Okay so the video was pretty good https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWlk1gLkF2Y and did a better job of explaining spin than anything else I've ever seen (it's sort of in a series of 3, in the next one they're gonna take a go at the spin statistics theorem… looking forward to that, that's another thing I've tried and failed to comprehend before) but I'm still lost and I'm not sure if I'm lost the expected amount or more lost than normal