yeah... sucks innit... some days i think i've got legit reasons to be like that, some days i think it's just self-defeating behavior i should reject
like if this project is just something to facilitate my own music making, i'd just develop in private and get it done sooner :(
but i also want to use it to connect with people over a shared interest in programming and art, like having this conversation for example :)
hell of a tradeoff, i want my work to have results already :x