I need to stop with the politics, it doesn't matter anyways
I knew this at one time. The propaganda had gone so off the rails I felt it might matter for once. But recent events reinforce the reality we will never know the eminence grise, the people behind the curtain who direct people in a 24/7 hate even Orwell could not have predicted.
People who once questioned everything are ready to fully vest without question because the story suits them, so it must be the truth.
The only lesson is, don't vote. Jury duty isn't worth the symbolic gesture.