I'm being real with you here, I'm not mocking you; I get it. It's a real mindfuck.
But I'm just being honest, unless you white liberals were gonna up and join the fash, this was already coming down the pipe. You don't have to take my word for it, you can study the history of every single fascist movement that's obtained political power in the past century and a half.
They mean to come for you, they mean to hurt you, they mean to imprison and kill you. It never stops with the marginalized.