What's changed is that in my personal life I'm exhausted all the time right now by my workload.
As a result I'm unable to keep up with the stuff I built earlier and it inevitably has decayed, that's just the nature of the platform.
It's a less fun/engaging experience once you've fallen off the treadmill.
This was initially somewhat distressing, but then at some point veered into "why did I even build this in the first place?" Did I do this simply because that's what I was trained to do?