I am so sorry to hear that
I can hardly imagine how difficult it is to be in your situation
You are welcome to write me
this book ends with hope and that is probably the most important thing about it
yes it is a helpful book
it has left a lasting impression on me
unfortunately I don't know for English, I bought the book in '93 or '94 .... I think some of it is only available second hand in German…
no idea what it looks like with e-books
I searched but I can’t find it….sorry