Real talk time:

I keep switching my secondary psych med, looking for the clarity I had in 2022-2023.

I went on Prozac as a primary in December of 2021 and it permitted me to make all kinds of positive changes in my life.

But the high it gave me wore off by about August of 2022 and I’ve been chasing the next one ever since.

I don’t think I’m a drug addict, but I was a poster boy for “better living through drug use” and I want to get back to that place.

If I can’t, then I don’t see how i can be good to anyone IRL.