The good thing about being an Indy Leftist for as long as I have been is that when moods like what I am in hit, I can process my ennui in a way that doesn't put it all on myself and self pity, because I know it's the system and its malfunctions and maldistribution of power and resources that are really to blame.
More motivation to fight on, rather than surrender and quit. Anger at injustice is a proper form of struggle. Fear not....tough going only drives tougher go-ees.