@GoodBoyUV I have nothing in common with any of these women, is the thing. I don't have any interests that would be compelling to a woman. I don't even have a basic societal understanding in common on account of how atomized I've made myself. Just gotta find a way to force myself, force my eyes to stop watering at inopportune moments, force my voice to not waver awkwardly, and force a presence of mind necessary to come up with words to speak so I don't just stop talking suddenly