@redneonglow @Paulajak @degen @histoire @lss @s2208 I can tell by the way you talk man that you got alot of regrets and hang-ups about yourself. I think you - and all of you guys and myself here - need to accept and move past or cope with whatever those things are for your own health, let alone finding women. It’s not good to feel this way for so many years. Your Vegas trip should have at worse been a shrug off of some of those regrets, but I get the feeling it’s only become ANOTHER weight on your shoulders. It shouldn’t have been that. This is important.