Hm, I'd say that being scared/traumatized/ABAed out of enjoying something does not mean that it has become unenjoyable in itself. It's more like one's ability to enjoy has just been blocked.🤔
I wonder if my aversion to painting & drawing is also trauma-based. I have not enjoyed making art at all in my adult age -I feel enjoyment was burnt out of me in highschool. As a kid, I loved to draw and paint.
Nowadays I have so many other things to enjoy, that trying to find joy from making art is not on my priority list. It will return in its own time...or not.🤷
So while I don't enjoy making art, I don't feel the situation is same as it would be if I had never liked it.